Im 19 Yrs Old But I Feel So Much Older. I Live In This HellHole Called Sandusky, Ohio. I Might Have Boobs But In General I Look Like Im 15 >_< I Use Too Be Really Out Going.....Then I Did Nothing....Now Im At A Different Club Every Night. I Never Wanted This Life. Im Already Sick Of It All. Im Tired Of People And There Ways. Is There One Not Fake Person In This Town? This State? This World? Please Contact Me.

Ive Never Been In Love But I Would Like Too Experience It Once Before I Die. Sometimes I Just Want Too Give Up On Looking For It Or Waiting For It Too Come To Me. I See So Much HeartAche Out There And Wonder If Its Really Worth It? Ive Never Been A Sucker For Love Or Sex, I Just Dont Get It. Maybe Someday. I Planning On Being A Mother To Beautiful Children Sometime In The Next 5 Years I Hope. I Know Im Still Young But Like They Always Say "Lifes Too Short".

I Have Met Very Few People That Have Become One Of My Good Friends. Those People No Longer Exist To Me. Dont Get Me Wrong Now Because There Are New People In My Life And Some Of Them Are True And Do Really Care About Me Alot. You Know Who You Are. You Have Not Brought Drama To My Life And You Are The Reasons I Wake Up In The Morning(Well Afternoon Haha). None Of U Know Me Like The Other One Does. I Want Too Keep It Like That. I Hate Meeting New People And Retelling My Story Again And Again. But If Your Worth It Let Me Know ;]].

I Think People See Me As A Bitch Sometimes. But Its You Who Make Me That Way. I Have Been Referred Too As A Snob Cause Of The Way I Look...Its Only My Natural Expression :]]. Trust Me If You Knew Me I Am No Where Near Being A Snob Of Any Sort. In Fact I Hate Snobs. Im Loved By Many People But Hated On By More. Im A Very Independent Person, I Would Rather Be Alone Where Its Quiet Then Out Where Theres People EveryWhere. Im A Individual, I Dress How I Want And I Really Dont Care About What People Think Of Me. Ive Always Been Told All My Life That I "Should" Care About What People Think Of Me And To Tell You The Truth I See No Point In It. Who Are You To Judge Me? In The End It Wont Matter What U Think About Me.

Some People Might Think Im Suicidal Cause I Like Photoshoping Blood Too My Face Or Take Pictures With Fake Blood. Do I Look That Stupid? Trust Me If You Ever Find Me Dead And Think Its Suicide, I Was Fucking Murdered Or It Was A Accident. I Just Like Blood And Gore And All That Jazz. Others Think Im Anorexic Cause I Never Eat....Do I Look Anorexic Too You?!?! Im Just Never Hungry Get Over It. And Yes Its True I Am A Insomniac....Im Up All Night And Sleep Most Of The Day....And Please Dont Preach To Me About It Because Theres Never Anything Going On During The Day That I Am Involved With....Im Always Out At Night. And Yes I Am On The Computer Alot, Doesnt Mean I Have No Life....I Dont Sit Here And Do Nothing.

People Say I Change My Hair Like Every Week....Its Not True. I Do Take Alot Of Pictures Of MySelf...Not Because I Think Im Beautiful, Just Because I Like It :]] I Love Make Up, You Will Probably Never See Me WithOut My Eyeliner On(There Are A Few Exceptions). I Love Clothes..I Use Too Spend Every Paycheck On Either A New Shirt Or A Pair Of Pants. I Need Too Start Doing That Again Cause Im Getting Too Big For My Clothes(a.k.a. Im Getting FAT!)>_< Please Dont Tell Me Im Not Fat Cause I Didnt Say That. I Said I Was "Getting" Fat. I Am Chubby Theres No Denying That.

Sometimes I Drink. But Not All The Time. Im Sure You Have Done Worse So Dont Lecture Me. I Have Tried Pot Before. I Didnt Like It. Cigarettes Or A Swisher Sweet Are Ok Sometimes But Not On A Weekly Basis. I Have My Lip Pierced On Both Sides(SnakeBite) And I Love It! I Hope Too Maybe Get Some More Pierced But Who Knows??! I Have No Tattoos(Yet). But Im REALLY Hoping Too Get Some Soon!! I Already Know Some Of The Ones I Want Too Get. I Just Need The Money >_<.

People Might Label Me As Goth Or Punk Or Emo. STFU!! Im Nothing Of The Sort. Dont Judge Me Unless You Truely Know Me.

I Dont Usually Date Because Im Not Good At It. Im A Uber Boring Date. My Favorite Movie Is The "Wizard Of Oz". I Want To Marry Travis Barker As Soon As He Gets A Divorce ;]] My Food Of Choice Is Sweet And Sour Chicken With Rice :]] Im 5'3...Get Over It. Please Dont Call Me Sexy Or Something Perverted Like That....Hurts My Feelings. Im Addicted Too MySpace, But Heyy Who Isnt Now A Days?

My Favorite Things Too Do Are.....
Late Night Texting.
Dancing In The Rain.
Riding Rollercoasters <33
Watching Scary Movies Where People Die Cause It Cracks Me Up HAHA....
Watching The Twilight Zone.
Painting.